Why and How I Decided to Wear the Hijab
Maybe it was anxiety, maybe I was thinking too much,
but I recently could not stop thinking about the idea of loss.
How does one handle loss? What if I lose my loved one? What if I lose my family?
How do I live without my husband? How will I ever gather strength if someone I love goes away before I do?
I wasn’t sure if I wanted answers or just some calmness to stop myself from thinking too much.
Allah. I told myself that for each thought I was thinking, for each answer I was seeking; think of Allah.
He who knows best. He who knows there must be rain.
Redha. For each loss I should experience, know that it is written. That Allah knows best.
There is life after death.
I began wearing the hijab not just because.
Not because of looks, not because of style, not simply because it is a new year.
I want to join Allah in Jannah one day.
I want to live in Heaven with my husband and my entire family forever when the day comes.
I want my loved ones to be in Heaven and not suffer for my sins.
Allah has given us so much. I want to learn all the ways to thank Him.
Submission to Allah.
I am still learning.
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