the.ordinary.me

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

Why and How I Decided to Wear the Hijab

Maybe it was anxiety, maybe I was thinking too much,

but I recently could not stop thinking about the idea of loss.

How does one handle loss? What if I lose my loved one? What if I lose my family?

How do I live without my husband? How will I ever gather strength if someone I love goes away before I do?

I wasn’t sure if I wanted answers or just some calmness to stop myself from thinking too much.

Allah. I told myself that for each thought I was thinking, for each answer I was seeking; think of Allah.

He who knows best. He who knows there must be rain.

Redha. For each loss I should experience, know that it is written. That Allah knows best.

There is life after death.

I began wearing the hijab not just because.

Not because of looks, not because of style, not simply because it is a new year.

I want to join Allah in Jannah one day.

I want to live in Heaven with my husband and my entire family forever when the day comes.

I want my loved ones to be in Heaven and not suffer for my sins.

Allah has given us so much. I want to learn all the ways to thank Him.

Submission to Allah.

I am still learning.

— Azalia Suhaimi

*I'm happy 4 u. and I wish I'll do someday..ameen*

+eccentriczara+

Thursday, December 29, 2011

The more ‘pain’ we feel the better it is for us, it humbles you,

it makes you ‘rich’ not with material gains,

but richer in experience and feelings..

therefore..

don’t always ask for life to be perfect..

be worried if you don’t feel pain..

Pain makes a human more ‘humane’..

+eccentriczara+